What is Bulimia Nervosa?
In Bulimia Nervosa, the principle and most noticeable characteristic
is the presence of episodes of binge eating and of purgative
behavior (generally vomiting), which occurs repeatedly.
A binge eating is characterized by the ingestion of a large
quantity of food and the person feels that he/she has lost
control over what he/she is eating (he/she cannot stop eating
until he/she is full or there is no more food).
States of negative moods, stressing situations and intense
hunger tend to bring about the gorging episodes.

After
a binge-eating episode a sense of great dissatisfaction with
ones own body is produced, and the person feels shame, guilt,
scorn and disgust towards themselves. One way of alleviating
this negative emotional state is to do things that will compensate
for the session of gorging, so they vomit, use laxatives,
diuretics or do physical exercise. Their objective is, on
the one hand, to "throw off" or "burn"
the calories that they have ingested, in order to avoid what
they fear so much: to put on weight and, on the other hand,
feel better about themselves. In spite of the fact that after
each episode they promise themselves they will never do it
again, this habit becomes automatic, and these persons enter
into a vicious circle of gorging-vomiting-gorging which at
the same time makes them depressed, nervous, and feel that
they have no control over their life.
With bulimia, personal worth and self-esteem are very much
influenced by the body and its weight. Before the onset
of the Bulimia, many of these persons felt very unsatisfied
with their bodies; they "see and feel fat" (a
consequence of the alteration of the Body Image), so they
begin to avoid certain foods, miss meals, and follow restrictive
diets in order to lose weight. The onset of gorging episodes
normally comes later, and it is normal that the foods they
ingest during these sessions is precisely what they prohibited
themselves from eating on their diets.
You may be reading these lines because you identify yourself
with the description of this problem. The following questions
track the presence of some of the typical aspects of Bulimia
Nervosa, taking into account that this does not in any way
substitute the process of assessment carried out to establish
a clinical diagnosis, but rather represents a first approach
to and a preliminary exploration of the problem.
If in addition the people around you mention to you that
your personality has changed, that you are more irritable
with others, it is possible that you have problems that
could develop into an Eating Disorder such as Bulimia. But
remember: this is only an approximation to the process of
evaluation that is necessary before initiating any treatment.
If you think you might have this problem, consult a health
care professional so that you can decide if you wish to
receive treatment.